I just play lightly, I don't hurt

My family inherently has a cozy and happy life. However, it didn't last long before a big event happened, my husband did not survive a traffic accident. The time of mourning my husband was also a time when I was extremely distressed and had many negative thoughts, but fortunately at that time, a male colleague who worked at the same company often came to encourage and comfort me. Not long after, feelings began to arise between the two of us. Gradually, the memory of my ex-husband became more and more blurred, instead, I was constantly immersed in a chaotic affair with my new lover after work.